I'm excited about this second blog. I was getting a bit tired just writing about my writing endeavors when I know there is so much more that my first blog doesn't reveal. Not that it bothers me. It's just different.
Before the fireworks began last night, all of Israel stood in solidarity for Yom Hazikaron - Remembrance Day for the Fallen Soldiers. Our small kibbutz community stood in white shirts, listening to the sirens, and praying for the dead and the very recent from the Second Lebanon War.
We hope that tragedy will never repeat itself.
And in a very short twenty four hours, we start eating cake, singing songs from the Palmach period and run around after our two and four years old, trying to smile and enjoy each other's company. We all feel something, we all acknowledge the pain. We all are part of the flame of the living.
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I like to explore trodden and unfamiliar places on the kibbutz. It seems I've been everywhere. It is quite a homey place to live. I do this exploration on Saturday when Haim goes off to guard at the kibbutz gate. It's usually very quiet but last week Ivry came across an artist painting. It was a beautiful moment. (picture to the right)
Then it was time to explore the library from a side that nobody goes past - the windows. For some odd reason, I love kibbutz windows - they are so old and rickety, dirty too. But they reflect the older periodspeople seem to have forgotten, and since there are so many new faces, new houses, new everything, I look for something utterly familiar and close to hold unto - the dust of the screen window, with the old kettle and sixties radio from the outside. Ivry didn't know all this but he will - one day when and if he reads this blog.
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